A hero returns

Saturday 15 May 2010

WASUUUUUUUUP

haha yeah i just did that.
crazy high mood today
like people wouldn't belive
things are looking up for me
you haven't got a clue till you know what you have
jesssssssssssssussssssssssssssss
<3

EVERY THING IS AMAZING IN LIFE TODAY.

Well except that i'm pretty sure my rooms haunted

BUT AH WELL IM TOO HAPPY TO GIVE A FUDGE!

SO HERE IS A FEEEEEEEEEEEEEL GOOOOD SONG <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vRUYERmtecM

GORILLAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

Dragon Fable....

Sunday 13 December 2009

Hello all.
I've recently discovered i am the saddest being alive lol
i have become addicted to a game from my childhood,
Dragonfable!


( www.dragonfable.com )

they have a long line of games all of similar styles =D
(yes this is how sad i am)

so here's the thing last time i played it i was level 10...
now in the space of a few days i'm level 19....
this was not as easy as i make it out to be lmao


so anyway, for anyone who feels like teaming up with me in the "Invite friends" quest's
or fancy's dueling my character, here's my ID#

ID#122763

I am a Guardian And Also A Dragon Amulet Holder..... i know sad.....

BUT
I enjoy the game dramaticly i don't update every time infact i updated a year! after i played the original game "Adventure Quest" ( www.Battleon.com )
and i pleeded for a amulet from my dad, it's not too bad cost wise really ^.^ It's all worth it =D


Any Hoooooo.......
moving on from this sad subject,

i have got the perfect song to add to this post! so here it is,
dedicated to all the "Hero's" out there =]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OBwS66EBUcY&feature=fvw

Aye, So Get fighting =]

I feel a training montage apearing to this music.... so be wary and keep an eye on my Youtube videos for that ^.^

so here it is my acc name is

Forgivemeplease101

(thats a number 0 not the letter O by the way ^.^ )

okay so have a good time all

I'm Out =]

Truths, Fears, And Darkness,

Friday 27 November 2009

My Name is michael.
My Age is 17
I'm an elemental By Faith.
I'm A Freak.
I'm An Outcast,
I'm Troble.
And I Am Hate.

I Am Outcasted By Those Who I Thought Were My Friends,
I Am A Freak To Socity In There Eyes One Who see's And Knows Things Like I Do Is In-human
I Am Trouble... Because I Cause It, Without Knowing I Am...

I Am Hate,
Beacuse I am hated.
By all....


My self doubt....
It started a long time ago....
when i first moved to this town....
i was bullied....
badly, comming home with bruise's and cuts from fights at school my parents became so worried....

they did there best to fix things...
and after 9 long years of trying.... there efforts became fruitfull
and i left secondary and endered college.

Though, what they saw was a happy exteriour like all others....
in truth, the pain never left.....
I quote myself

"past is past"


What A Fool....
Such a fool. The pain of the past never left me.
it still hasn't....
i hide it so well from those who are left around me....
and yet,
it builds up...
even now....
it scolds my heart, and soul
makes me think thoughts that i truely should not think....

Revenge...

....But.....

Now I Don't Want It....

a
nd now..... i don't want it.....
Why?

Simple i guess....
Because i forgive them.....

in some ways at least...
And Yet.....

Is it because of her?
it must be.....
only one other managed to make me forgive....



Why.....
Why, do you help me?
&
Why, do you Love me?

A late post

Sunday 2 August 2009

This morning i remembered that i hadn't updated this in time
so
here i am
and as you can tell by my writing I'm not saying "Like" or "well" or "ya know?"
as much
which is probably a good thing

But i've been thinking a lot more about life
and what happens in our life
and i think today the one thing that made me realise how diffrent my life is to others
is all the shit i saw from my past
reading through old things i wrote and pictures i drew or that were taken of me
and i think back to how i became who i am
so
i've chosen
that for the first time ever
i'm going to write my story so far
i mean
what else can i do?
it's prob's the most thrilling read you'll have for a while
and for people who know me
they'll get to see for the first time ever
who i really am....

well
i'll post the first part tonight
as for now
i'm off to do some cleaning
xxx

A new hope...

Sunday 28 June 2009

i'm contemplating all the diffrent things in the world i'm thinking of the struggles i have faced and the hardships i indured and then at all the good things of what I remember.... and looking at now and then the future.... i did good right....
i'm sure i did....
but
i know
now
i'm sorry

tonight/this morning
truely makes me think....
we both said some things
i think that we'll never forget....

I'm sorry for all i ever did
and i'm glad it's all over
and were both happy
so
well
even if you only changed your opinion of me....
two maybe three days ago...
well
i'm glad that it's happened

Sorry
i know it's late
i owe you....
Big time....

sweet sixteen

Wednesday 10 June 2009

holy crap
5 stars
have a watch seriously
never knew chav's had this much crap "tee deal wid"

Fears

I'm sat last night and i saw a spider in the corner of my room
and i was sooooo scared....
isn't it funny how the smallest things can cause the biggest fears?

I mean it's a bug and i'm a 16 year old lad and i'm sat creeped right out...

i guess that applys for so much in life...
fear of exams
fear of truth
fear of well fears!

i don't have a song for this...
not at the moment
i will do though
i think...
probs
well
like
some time
or another...

Any way
laters xx