My Name is michael.
My Age is 17
I'm an elemental By Faith.
I'm A Freak.
I'm An Outcast,
I'm Troble.
And I Am Hate.
I Am Outcasted By Those Who I Thought Were My Friends,
I Am A Freak To Socity In There Eyes One Who see's And Knows Things Like I Do Is In-human
I Am Trouble... Because I Cause It, Without Knowing I Am...
I Am Hate,
Beacuse I am hated.
By all....
My self doubt....
It started a long time ago....
when i first moved to this town....
i was bullied....
badly, comming home with bruise's and cuts from fights at school my parents became so worried....
they did there best to fix things...
and after 9 long years of trying.... there efforts became fruitfull
and i left secondary and endered college.
Though, what they saw was a happy exteriour like all others....
in truth, the pain never left.....
I quote myself
"past is past"
What A Fool....
Such a fool. The pain of the past never left me.
it still hasn't....
i hide it so well from those who are left around me....
and yet,
it builds up...
even now....
it scolds my heart, and soul
makes me think thoughts that i truely should not think....
Revenge...
....But.....
Now I Don't Want It....
and now..... i don't want it.....
Why?
Simple i guess....
Because i forgive them.....
in some ways at least...
And Yet.....
Is it because of her?
it must be.....
only one other managed to make me forgive....
Why, do you help me?
&
Why, do you Love me?